empty

i had to come home without my baby. he's still in nicu for blood complications. he is doing better than he was a few days ago. i know they are taking good care of him there. it's not right to come home without your baby. it's empty and weird. i want to go get him.

this picture is when peyton visited jayden in the hospital. jayden got to be with me in my room that day. we couldn't pick him up. i looked at him all day.