Jayden

what can i say little boy, your 18 month was perfect. everyday you get bigger, smarter, and (omg) louder! what is the deal with all the screams and squeals? i guess we had no idea what we were missing when Peyton was a baby. he was soooo quiet. we had no idea babies could be so vocal until you came along. although, we wouldn't change it for the world. you have your own personality that lights up a room. the other day i heard Daddy talking talking to Grandpa about you. he said 'you can't help but smile when you see Jayden'. which made me laugh, and made me even more proud of you than i already am. when you were born i bonded with you pretty quick. you were in the hospital for a week after you were born, and while you were there Daddy and Peyton had lots of time together. Daddy stayed home with Peyton, and i stayed at the hospital. (believe me, they tried to get me to go home without you, but i refused).while you were getting better in the hospital i was worried that Daddy wouldn't 'know' you like i did, or bond with you as well or as fast as i did. i mean i was with you EVERY SECOND they would let me be with you. i guess what i am trying to say is that worry of mine was silly. i see the way you are with your daddy. he loves you more than anything in the world. he brags about you to everyone, just like he did with Peyton when he was a baby. both of you are his world. you have a wonderful way of showing yourself to everyone and making them smile and laugh. you could be in one of your huggy moods, or in one of your 'hey look at me i can dance' moods.but no matter what you do, you always bring a smile to everyone's face.thank you so much for choosing us to be your parents. you are such a HUGE bonus to our family. i was worried about having another baby, if i'd love him as much as i love Peyton, or if i could spread my love out enough for two babies. but you showed me i can million times over.thank you for your smiles, your dances, and your huge hugs you give out randomly during the day. i love you little Jayden! Happy 19 months little boy.